Random thoughts. :)

It has been over a week since I last posted.
It has been a crazy insane emotional/spiritual/busy time since I last posted.

I've gone from from having WAY to much time on my hands to debunking the concept of the Trinity (Yes, Father, Son and Holy Spirit) to cramming 40hrs worth of work into 3 days at the office and lastnight we  spent 4hrs, 'talking' about Pentecost and worshiping ABBA.
                            .... PHEW I feel good though...
It has been a huge growing time for me. I can feel the growing pains, my muscles getting stronger.

About a week ago I cam across this quote

"I know to much and I owe to much to let it rest"

The quote originated from Cee lo Green, at least that is where I found it. I know he is most likely not a believer. (If he is, I think I would geek out) However, those words have hung around with such weightiness and importance that I have to acknowledge 'em.

I really want to write a post based off that quote and go into deeper what it really is stirring up in me, maybe that will happen over the weekend. ..  but for now here is the gist.

Do you know Jesus? -- Yes.
Have you asked him into your life? -- Yes.
 ..... You know to much.

Have you screwed up? -- Royally, yes.
Do you believe he died on a cross to save your life? -- Yes.
 ........ You owe to much.

That is a crude breakdown, but the realization is that I know the name of Jesus. I was a HORRIBLE screw up. He died to save me. I owe him my life. If all of that is true, then how the heck can I get off thinking that its chill to go about my business day in and day out and not pulse with the account of what he has done for me.
How can I not tell people? How can I sit quietly in my own seat and act like my world has not just been flipped up sidedown.

I can't let it rest. I shouldn't let it rest.