Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of Grace, that we may find mercy & Grace in time of need. Hebrews 4:16

On the drive home sunday night I was talking to my little brother.... cause riding in silence is awkward. The conversation was about life decisions. I was talking about options and things I would love to do in my life. 

My brother, being amazing, as he always is. Was blunt with me... which sadly is not uncommon for him to be blunt with me. He doesn't take my crap. I can sometimes get other people too go along with all my excuses. But not him. He cuts it and calls me on it and won't let me by with it. I gotta love him for it. 

His blunt advice was to be bold and just go for it. In my best whinny voice I harped that I didn't know how to be. That I was just shy and cautious. He gave me the "don't-give-me-that-crap" look and said "you know what your doing right now? Do the opposite. Just do it."

Today, was different. Life looks different. Better. All day I have had this feeling that I had this crazy good conversation with someone. I think I have narrowed it down to my dreams, but, it feels like I had an in-depth heart conversation with a person. However I know I haven't talked to anyone about that particular topic. It hit me this afternoon when I was reading Hebrews 4:16, "Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of Grace, that we may find mercy & Grace in time of need." There is that word again, Bold.

I think it is time I take this opportunity to be bold.


So in honor of Ruppie, I am going to do the opposite of what I was doing.
Yeah, that makes perfect sense. :)