I need to process. And process hard.

Last week was ridiculously crazy. In the moment it was not that bad. It was all good, but I had no idea the emotions that would hit me now.  Last Thursday I quit my job.

For the past three years I have been working in various different capacities literally working my way up from the bottom floor. I started in a volunteer position for the spiritual gifts webcast and am so blessed to be able to say that I made it all the way to a guest producer. It has been an awesome ride.

I have worked with and met some amazing people. I have grown and learned so much.

So if my job was so great then why am I leaving? one word: YWAM

Well that is actually four words but one acronym. I was accepted to the Marriage of the Arts DTS at the YWAM base in Herrnhut, Germany. It is a seven month long school, starting on Sept 3rd. My flight is Sept 1st.

It has been a crazy awesome couple of weeks and God has met me in some crazy awesome ways. More from that later. :)

.... Im going to Germany!?!?!?!! AH! I can not believe it!

I am beyond stoked, emotionally drained at the moment, but stoked!

Morning thoughts

“Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need,” Matthew 6:33 (NLT).

AMEN. AMEN. AMEN.

I had a lightbulb moment this morning.... well just now. It's been about a year now, that I had a heart revelation that if you pursue God, everything just works. It comes together. I kind of thought I was out in the twilight zone somewhere and I didn't have any other thought or proof to attach that idea to. 

This morning, and I am sure countless other mornings, this scripture was staring me in the face. “Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need,” Matthew 6:33 (NLT). He gives it to us!!!! WHOAH! If I pursue him and live righteously He will give me what I desire and need. Holy Moly!! 

It's not like I haven't EVER read that scripture before. It's one of the populars. It's almost everywhere, along with Philipians 4:13, I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. So why did it take until today to have a lightbulb moment? IDK. I'm grateful I had the revelation no matter when it happend.