Friday, April 13, 2012

Home.

I am home.

It has been a long time since I've posted on here. For which I am sorry.

If you would like more of my activity, I have struck up my tumblr account again and you can find that here. Last week, they came out with Instagram for Android. So, I've taken advantage and i've been taking random photos throughout my day and posting them to my tumblr and my twitter accounts.

It has been really good to be home the past two weeks. I can not believe it has been two weeks already. The transition was harder emotionally then I was expecting but I have to admit I've enjoyed seeing people again for the first time in seven months.

Today I talked a lot with God and I've had something on my heart all afternoon and evening.

God won't deliver us just to strand us in the desert. He has a plan and will see it played out.

If God delivered the Israelites from Egypt and out of Pharaoh's hand and from the red sea, why would he desert them in the desert? I mean think about it. He took them from captivity and miraculously split the sea for them to cross and then washed away their enemy, just to forsake them in the desert? No. That is ridiculous. They were right in from of the promise land. They lost sight of the goal and began to focus on their 'right-then' problem. Their hunger.

It reminds me of before I went to Germany. I was panicking because of all the 'unknowns'. I had never been in another country completely on my own before. I had no idea who I was to meet at the train station. I had no idea how I was going to pay for everything. And the list went on. Before I knew it, my mind was swimming in fear and unbelief that I would ever make it to Germany. That weekend God spoke to me. Several times. But the time that hit me the hardest was when he began to sing to me, "I am faithful to the end. I was faithful to the cross." He expounded on those lyrics to point that He has been faithful to me for my entire life and that he has promised to be faithful to me for the rest of my life. So, if he was that faithful and he would bring me to this point, he will certainly bring me through a trip to Germany. And, he did.

How can I doubt God when he brings me from my enemy? When He brings me out of captivity? How dare I believe he will strand me in the desert? It's just plain crazy. Illogical.